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Relapsed 2 times today - Broke a 40 day streak

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Arbiter, Feb 1, 2020.

  1. Arbiter

    Arbiter Fapstronaut

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    I was on an epic 40 day streak, felt great, I had creativity and physical strength flow through my body and it felt amazing.

    I woke up today very horny, but it wasnt like a regular horniness that i could just shrug off and continue on with my day, it was the kind of one that is very hard to resist, one thing leads to another, and I found my self relapsing twice to P.

    I am feeling very tired, I tried to go to the gym today on my bike (I train for 4 years already, 5 times a week) and as soon as I started pedaling, I felt a cloud of heavy tiredness, so I returned home. I think today I will rest, for it is much needed for me. It is possible that I overtrained.

    I also feel the return of brainfog, not as bad as it used to be, but its kind of there.

    I think to prevent further relapses Ill keep a diary here on the site, and Ill update about my journey once a few days.

    I hope for the best.
     
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  2. Overforme

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    It's a small setback my friend. 40 days is a great job but now work harder for 60 days. This was the mentality I gave myself and it has worked so far. In the beginning, If I gave in at 3 days I said next time I get 6. After failed 6.. then 10.. after 10 was 20... long story short I'm over 140 days now and I couldn't have done it without falling flat on my face and failing over 20 handful of times at least since I've started on this journey. Just get back up and get moving to the next milestone. Here's to getting 60! Right?
     
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  3. Arbiter

    Arbiter Fapstronaut

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    HELL YEAH RIGHT!

    Ill try my best not to binge now and not fall back into old habits, day 1 starts right now
     
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  4. hollyman

    hollyman Fapstronaut

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    becarefull on chaser effect please becarefull

    and yeah been there bro, hitting the gym at day 0 is total HELL !!! so many miror at the gym we can see our tired unmotivated face while lifting, no person want to talk with you...and the worst part is you cant lift normally, weak af no stamina, no motivation at all


    for the tips :
    u can join challenge like me

    i join the mandalorian challenge and sparta challenge

    its like small comunity where u can post diary and help each other too
     
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  5. Kligor

    Kligor Fapstronaut

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    Stay strong buddy,next time it will be better you are doing great.I like your profile pic,my favorite band!
     
  6. CristianL

    CristianL New Fapstronaut

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    I have a similar story, I started my journey at the start of december, last night i watched some porn and again this morning(fapped with it also); to be honest I felt a bit disgusted by it this morning, but went through it anyway. I actually view this as a step forward, it made me remember and realise that porn really isn't shit. I'm not even mad or sad, I'm just dissapointed that I gave in to this; my thoughts were "this is what I'm craving? this is what I'm scared of?"; so, anyway, the deed is done, I actually view it as an important healing step, a step back that's going to solidify my march forward. As I said, the deed is done, it's important to view the positive in it, you may have realised that what you craved was just a shitty sensation, not at all what you thought it would be.
    I'm asking you, brothers, what the fuck are we so afraid of?
     
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  7. Elderdj

    Elderdj New Fapstronaut

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    [QUOTE = "hollyman, post: 2415724, miembro: 114168"] por favor, por favor, por favor

    y sí, he estado allí, hermano, ir al gimnasio en el día 0 es un infierno. tantos espejos en el gimnasio podemos ver nuestra cara cansada y desmotivada mientras levantamos pesas, ninguna persona quiere hablar contigo ... y lo peor es que no puedes levantar pesas normalmente, débil sin resistencia, sin ninguna motivación


    para los consejos:
    puedes unirte a un desafío como yo

    Me uno al desafío mandaloriano y al desafío Sparta

    es como una pequeña comunidad donde puedes publicar un diario y ayudarse unos a otros también [/ CITA]
    Hola me gustaría pertenecer a su grupo de apoyo hoy es mi primer día luego de una recaída luego de 7 días
     
  8. 40 days is good. Biblical, if you think about it.
    Don't dwell in shame, bro. We've all been there and we'll probably be back. The important thing is to have the right attitude. Stay strong, but admit it - you're not perfect! So what? Keep moving!!
     
  9. Patnaik123

    Patnaik123 Fapstronaut

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    Dont worry ,it happens with everyone. Set a goal not to fap for 90 days and divide 90 days into 30 days 3 times.
    Because if u divide it into smaller goals it will be easier to achieve.
    Help urself
     

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