Relapsed after 60 days of abstinence

Hey guys,

I have an announcement to make. I relapsed after 60 days of NoFap NoPMO but with wet dreams. On the 60th day of Nofap (59 days completed), I had a wet dream and couldn't help myself cum into the dream. I felt guilty after waking up and had this feeling that I've relapsed. I hate wet dreams. That's why I will do every possible thing to avoid them from now on. The chaser effect of the wet dream made me desire an orgasm badly. I lied to myself that I'll PMO without ejaculating, like those tantra practitioners, which of course didn't happen. I invented a bullshit excuse to fool myself into watching Porn: Let's masturbate so I can practice the orgasming while asleep without ejaculation.

Another excuse would be that I've had 4-5 wet dreams during my 60 day reboot. I must repeat: I HATE WET DREAMS. I don't want them happening. But most of the times I just can't control myself while asleep. Solutions on banishing wet dreams forever from some experienced Fapstronaut would be highly appreciated.

Anyway, I started my relapse with:

Spoiler: Possible Triggers

looking at some tumblr photos
surfing on Chaturbate
finding "decent" porn on pornhub

After I've watched the whole shit, I just felt disgusted. I felt the lie. I known I lied to myself. I promise, I am never going to watch this shit again. I don't feel the need anymore it was just a lie to myself about orgasming. I am not anymore a porn addict, now I must also defeat sex addiction. I don't want to orgasm until I have a wife and a reason to. It's not necessary. It's the deception of pleasure, short-lasting fleeting pleasure.

So, a new journey starts. I ask God for forgiveness. But a lesson has been learned. One powerful lesson:
Pleasure is a lie. It's short, passing pleasure that has no real enjoyment in it. If you have a wet dream, if you feel like resetting your counter, just do it without fapping. I urge you if you think of relapse because of a wet dream, don't.
Instead, fight the wet dreams back. Punch them in the face. Go search for "how to get rid of wet dreams" & apply ALL FUCKING STEPS. I tried too, to sleep on my back. It didn't really work out that well, I didn't sleep well. I don't care this time. From today, only sleeping naked, on my back, NO MATTER WHAT.

Spoiler: Spiritual

I won't let myself lied to again, satan. **** you & your wet dreams. I shall rise triumphant. Long live the Lord. Peace.

 

Not really, I learned a precious lesson & am not addicted to porn at all anymore.

 

Good luck my friend.