relapsed after a long time, feel terrible

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by goingForIt123, Jan 13, 2021.

  1. goingForIt123

    goingForIt123 Fapstronaut

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    hey guys,

    I went so long PM free and caved in for some reason after my girlfriend left after spending a week with me. We were having sex at least once a day (even 3 times once), and the withdrawal from orgasming led me straight back to masturbating to porn. I'm so disappointed. My last relationship was ruined by porn and made me have Porn-induced erectile disfunction and I really don't want it to happen again. I need to stay strong and not relapse again. I know the urge will come to me and get off again to porn, but I must resist.
     
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  2. goingForIt123

    goingForIt123 Fapstronaut

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    Im going to update my day counter, I WAS at 231 days no PM, but im not sad its a new me and im NEVER going to look at porn again i promise.
     
  3. m.kalipto

    m.kalipto Fapstronaut

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    Stay strong, relapse is part of the journey.. it is a step by step process. and always remember the benefit you got from abstaining won't go away! you got it!
    I wish you the best.. we are all here to support each other in this journey

    Keep it up!!
     
  4. goingForIt123

    goingForIt123 Fapstronaut

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    relapsed again..what am i doing:(
     

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