Hello Guys, I've been doing PMO since I was 13 or so. I'd developed severe PIED, had many sex attempts, but always failed. Here are my previous threats: 110 days - https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/day-110-pmo-free.323495/ 130 days - https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/130-days-i-dont-care.324701/ I've been on nofap from 2018, having ups and downs, few streaks for more than 60 days, but most of them ended in a binge. From September last year I had the longest streak ever and it was after another failed "sexual attempt" - it lasted till March this year. What was the reason that I failed? I think that I was just lonley. I've been living in a small village where there was actually no girls. At first I was going really well, I thought that I have finally defeat my addiction. After half year I started to have super drive towards women, but unfortunatelly didn't found one... Since then I had about 7 relapses, most of them to instagram girls. I've felt broken even came back to smoking and occasionally drinking. I used to exercise every day, meditate and doing cold showers. Now only coldshower left from those good habbits. I was also unemployed what I belive had a big impact. I was just bored, lonley, trying to find a job but it was hard (village). I decided to move away to a near big city and I've found a job that I always wanted to have (export - trade industry). Sounds good, but I'm still feeling guilty that I found it too late. I'm also afraid that all my progress is gone... But I am still motivated to go on another long streak - I've felt great during that time and I want it to come back. Last night I had a wet dream and in that dream I've had penetrate for the first time in my life (yes, I didn't even penetrate in my dreams...). So I feel a little bit up-lifted, maybe not all progress is lost - hopefully. Moreover, even if I had a couple of relapses - I feel that PMO is no longer part of my daily basis as it used to be before. Thanks for reading. How do you think after reading my story? Is it possible that the progress is not lost?