Hello everyone! I am fairly new to this community, even tough I watched and observed it for more than a year now. I have been attempting NoFap for more than a year now and I always end up relapsing. My streaks are usually quite short, around 1-2 weeks and after a relapse I always end up binging. Yesterday I ended my 17 day streak (which was my best one in quite some time). I had no trigger when this happened and little to no prior sexual thoughts. I felt like I simply lost control and that I was simply observing my behaviour instead of being it's master. It was like I had absolutely no control, like I was simply witnessing what was happening and not the one doing it. Same happened today. Why I'm writing this: To share my struggles to people who I know will understand, to get some weight off my chest and to ask if anyone else was in a similar situation. Currently I think that I am doing some progess (even though extremely slow) and I wonder if your journey was equally slow. Also, I am wondering how to get to the 30 days mark (which is my goal now) and what little trick did you use if you passed this mark. Thanks in advance to anyone willing to listen and provide advice!!!