White_dragon1998
New Fapstronaut
Hi guys,
I'm suffering OCD and i always watch lesbian and solo girls as usual, and it's so rare to watch transwomen. in this relapse, i watched a transwoman and now my mind remind me with a certain scene to do as she did, although i watched the usual stuff after this scene. Now it's 17 hours from the last relapse and my mind is trying to remind me with many things as a tattoo were in my language on girl and the prostate massage i tried violently although i didn't ejaculate because of using anal playing ,but because of pressure over my penis and and vibration around my skin (it's not an anal toy ,it is massage machine to vibrate my ass and pin was inside my ass), but my mind is trying to convince me that i enjoyed doing this thing although i didn't. And i don't intend to ever do such a thing again if i relapsed which i don't intend to do again.
And my mind is trying to convince me to masturbate as one of transwoman with all of different methods. And i can't focus at all. What's your Advice? I Know I'm not gay but sometimes my mind is trying to convince me I'm gay but the problem now is as i did. And sometimes i have wet dreams of being pedophiliac gay and i can't accept something like and actually I'm afraid of these dreams that's why I'm feeling i have to relapse no to have these kinda dreams.
I'm suffering OCD and i always watch lesbian and solo girls as usual, and it's so rare to watch transwomen. in this relapse, i watched a transwoman and now my mind remind me with a certain scene to do as she did, although i watched the usual stuff after this scene. Now it's 17 hours from the last relapse and my mind is trying to remind me with many things as a tattoo were in my language on girl and the prostate massage i tried violently although i didn't ejaculate because of using anal playing ,but because of pressure over my penis and and vibration around my skin (it's not an anal toy ,it is massage machine to vibrate my ass and pin was inside my ass), but my mind is trying to convince me that i enjoyed doing this thing although i didn't. And i don't intend to ever do such a thing again if i relapsed which i don't intend to do again.
And my mind is trying to convince me to masturbate as one of transwoman with all of different methods. And i can't focus at all. What's your Advice? I Know I'm not gay but sometimes my mind is trying to convince me I'm gay but the problem now is as i did. And sometimes i have wet dreams of being pedophiliac gay and i can't accept something like and actually I'm afraid of these dreams that's why I'm feeling i have to relapse no to have these kinda dreams.
