Hi guys. Hope all of you are doing well. I am not. I just threw away an 86 day streak. My longest ever. In fact this is my first relapse since joining nofap in july. I thought i had this porn thing beaten and put to bed. But boy was i wrong. I started abstaining in june during the holidays and everything was going great until suddenly college started and i had 3 tests every week. I had no expererience with stress with nofap and as soon as the stress hit, one thing led to another and i was jerking off to porn. I could've gone on a binge as most relapsers do but i stopped myself after PMO-ing twice. Im looking to hit back now. It will be harder but i WILL do it. I did it before i can do it again. Im not trying to dwell too much on the relapses although i am so DISAPPOINTED with myself but dwelling and grieving wont do any good. I guess i let my guard down and satan was there to exploit the cracks. My new goal is to achieve 365 days. And i will do it will all my will. To all those out there, stay strong and dont let the 'new drug' control you. For we are the first of many to come to realize what an abomination this industry is. Feedback would be appreciated. Cheers and good luck.