relapsed can't take it anymore

Unfortunately the PMO only seems to make you feel worse afterwards. Sorry to hear you’re under so much pressure, definitely makes life harder. It’s good that he’s teaching you discipline, but I get where you’re coming from. Just try to find beauty in the things around you and take it one day at a time. It won’t last forever

 

Hey man,
I’m new to this site, but I just want you to know that you CAN do this and don’t think you can’t.
Your parents are probably just scared and not knowing what they can do to help. So they are just being over bearing in the hopes it will help “scare” it out of you. I would recommend checking out Terry Crews “My Dirty Secret” videos. I found them very inspirational and helpful to out things in perspective. We are addicts, and have relapses. But that doesn’t mean you are a bad person in any way.
Here is a quote I think might give you some perspective:
“Success doesn’t come to people who never stumble; success comes to people who learn how to get up again.”
You are young and have a lot of life to live and experience. You are here on this site and know that you have a problem and are proving that you want to change. So keep at it! Don’t let anyone, even your parents make you think you can’t do this!