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Relapsed (feel like utter shit)

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by Consencus, Sep 19, 2019.

  1. Sep 19, 2019 #1
    Consencus

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    Hey there, I was on a good 9 day streak of PMO until just now I was showering and then a memory came in my head where I was in the shower with a girl I am having fwb with and I couldn't help but keep thinking about that moment and my dick started getting really really hard and I started touching it and instantly I ended up ejaculating. I feel like pure shit all the effort of resisting the urges and it ended like this.

    I am not done with PMO though although I know that without failure I won't succeed. I am proud of myself though from not ejaculating with the use of porn or any other digital touch but by just memory of a real life situation. I hope this will be a lesson learned and won't happen again.
     
    Consencus, Sep 19, 2019
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    Despicable me and vowed like this.
  2. Sep 19, 2019 #2
    iUsedToHaveAnAccountHere

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    Just try again buddy!
     
    iUsedToHaveAnAccountHere, Sep 19, 2019
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  3. Sep 19, 2019 #3
    Consencus

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    Thanks brotha for sure this time I won't relapse :p
     
    Consencus, Sep 19, 2019
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  4. Sep 19, 2019 #4
    iUsedToHaveAnAccountHere

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    Dont be too hard on yourself though, focus on improving every time you fall!
     
    iUsedToHaveAnAccountHere, Sep 19, 2019
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  5. Sep 19, 2019 #5
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    Yeah man, When I used to get hard earlier I couldn't control my hand, I would just subconsciously jerk it off. Then I realize, I don't need control over my arousal I need control over my hand. After that, no matter how hard I get, I just don't let my hand go there.
     
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  6. Sep 19, 2019 #6
    Jonny1992

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    I know how you are feeling. Had the same problem on day 9. gg
     
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  7. Sep 19, 2019 #7
    Consencus

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    Looks like day 9 is a curse hahaha
     
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  8. Sep 19, 2019 #8
    PurgeTheUrge

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    Hi Consencus,
    Don't be too hard on yourself. I'd bet that the vast majority of NoFap users have not made it on their first few attempts at PMO. I certainly haven't!
    Not masturbating to P or P fantasies is a plus. Using memories of real life sexual encounters with someone we've had an emotional connection with probably isn't so bad as using P.
    Continue trying to abstain, I do believe it will benefit you in the long run.
     
    PurgeTheUrge, Sep 19, 2019
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