Relapsed right before day 3 complete :/ (RIP Streak)

I hate to admit it but I relapsed a few minutes ago, and it really didn't feel good, like at all. It was not painful or anything, just really mediocre. It was like afterwards my whole body just went :/ . I feel like that is a good sign on a path to recovery that I didn't enjoy the ejaculation. I still enjoy the build up of it though, and that is the part I have to watch out for. I really hope thats part of the process. I really do want it to end...its just sometimes the temptation sneaks in.