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Relapsed to omorashi but learned some valuable lessons (Trigger warning this shit is horrible)

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Aloemandre, Aug 14, 2020.

  1. Aloemandre

    Aloemandre Fapstronaut

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    90% of my relapses have been due to this fetish because I can delay gratification for vanilla desires, since if I work on myself I can probably find a girl but she probably isn't into this shit.
    1. Why I have omorashi. Probably stems from misguided childhood thoughts. I had some morning wood and my mom said "get up, you probably need to use the restroom" now, I understand a full bladder causes morning wood, but back then I thought pee was intrinsically sexual.
    2. I thought it was an "uncurable preporn fetish" but I actually trauma masturbated when I was like 8 to pee related media on my dsi browser. (Old me was weird) Luckily I moved to regular masturbation before ED. So this fetish is deeply ingrained in my mind, but I know now I have a fighting chance
    3. Being satiated turns off this fetish. I actually "lost" this fetish at one point and regained it. When I "lost" it I masturbated to vanilla stuff like hot images of women. So even if a girl doesn't want to partake in omorashi, if we have a good sex life this shouldn't be a problem
    All in all, this fetish isn't the only thing I get off to, luckily I still have vanilla desires, this shouldn't be a problem if I have a good sex life, and I thinm i have a fighting chance.
     
  2. Dude.. I regret ever looking it up....like seriously, what the fuck?
     
  3. Because what the fuck. That's why. Plus, there's nothing I can help him with.
     
  4. I wanted to look it up, but these fetishes never seem to end apparently. I hear about a new one every week it seems. Last week was "vore".

    Not sure I wanna make this a weekly thing. Or a monthly thing for that matter.

    It sounds Japanese though, so I know it's gonna be hella weird.

    To the OP though- good luck and I hope you get through this ♡
     
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  5. Lmao.
    I don't know much vore. I'd rather stop looking shit up from now on. It was the same interest that I had in this that got me into becoming a faper.
     
  6. Aloemandre

    Aloemandre Fapstronaut

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    I mean, if it helps, I just like female pissing videos, I'm not into consumption or golden showers. The problem hadn't gotten that bad
     
  7. Uh...Alright I guess? You do you,man.
     
  8. fredisthebes

    fredisthebes Fapstronaut

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    Yes, it's tempting but there are a hundred p-influenced fetishes that I would rather I didn't know about. It's best to resist the temptation if you can, just say 'thank goodness there is a path I never went' and deal with the issues that you do have.

    It always starts with curiosity.
     
  9. Great... Now I know what it is anyway.
    I really should unwatch more threads immediately after posting.

    Dude use a spoiler on that sh!t. You're new here so I won't report it, but in the future, don't mention details like that without a trigger warning.
     
  10. Aloemandre

    Aloemandre Fapstronaut

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    That's true. After over 6 years of masturbating to this stuff my brain is so fucked up. When I am experiencing the lucidity, I know this is wrong, but it all takes one peek to fuck everything up. All put a warning.
     
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  11. I fapped to some and nutted to some more than other but It has come to an end. I'm glad I didn't fap to people pissing...It sounds so disturbing. You're right about it all starting with curiosity. I even looked at the picture of the fetish itself of a girl half naked in an anime there. I'm glad I didn't get into it too much. I hope I'll avoid getting tempted to look for other shit that comes up out of nowhere.
     
  12. The fact that you're so sure about me watching any kind of that shit is fucked up on it's on. Get your brain checked. I never had any shit intentions to fap to any of that and I never will.
     
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  13. This is an extremely inappropriate remark to make about somebody, even if it turns out to be true.
    I'm surprised to see a guy like you say something like this because you seem to be a pretty level-headed individual so far. If you don't agree with someone here- ignore it or report it if you feel that it offends you.
    Frankly, I'm disappointed.

    Dude, it's a guy on the internet.
    There's no such thing as a reputation on a forum where everyone is anonymous. Since there's no reputation, there shouldn't be an ego for you to take anything personally.
    It literally doesn't matter what anyone says here, unless it helps you beat the addiction.
    He's definitely wrong here, but you responded pretty immaturely.

    Censor or delete the words I replaced with stars and unwatch the thread. There is nothing for people like us here.




    End this, both of you. If you have nothing good to say, don't say it.
     
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  14. Aloemandre

    Aloemandre Fapstronaut

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    Honestly, Engleman has been the only helpful one here. Excuse my ignorance, but I don't really get why what he said is wrong, everyone here is to turn over a new leaf, so why vehemently deny what may or may not have happened in the past? And yes, people who don't have experience with this condition or people who are gonna judge don't have a place here. I get it, this stuff is wrong and unnatural, I need my brain wiring to tell me this when I DO have the urge.
     
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  15. Alright dude. You right.
     
  16. All for one said it, there's nothing here for anyone so I don't care what you meant @engelman
     
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