Relationships and Porn

So, for the first time in years I came clean to a person who dearly cared about me.

My ex-girlfriend and I were very close and were together for four years. I decided to leave because I wanted to fix myself and that took a very long time to do. The final part of it was figuring out that NoFap was my secret. The years of jerking it and abundance of sex made me slave and took life away for me as I know it. It was the hardest thing to tell her and it was so embarrassing but I did it. All she could say was, "why didn't you tell me?" I felt horrible. I felt embarrassed. But, I spoke with confidence and firmness that made her feel the energy behind my words that I am a new man and a new person who is striving to become a great student, athlete, family member and so on.

Porn is the worst thing on this planet and its ruining the face of humanity everyday it stands. So many men addicted and stuck on the most powerful desire we have which if used correctly can turn us all into great individuals. For the past 21 years of my life I never tapped into my full potential until I ran into NoFap. This helped me invest 100% into my craft and what I want to accomplish in my life. These were all things that I mentioned to her, and it was terrible but I had to come clean because so many of our problems came from it and I had no idea that they did. But, now I feel better knowing the truth behind my actions and why I thought and acted the way I did. Porn ruined the past 4 years of my life and it will no more. I thought life was over, but NoFap gave me a new door. A door back to my childhood, and I love every single second of it because I have not had it in so long. It lets my brain explode with creativity and shuts my mouth. But, when I do want to speak everyone wants to hear and its amazing.

Now, I am 12 days from uncharted territory. Where I can pass my last streak of 76 days, and see what happens to everything in life. It's great because I know that everyday I keep moving forward I am working at full potential and Im doing it truly with my best foot forward and that's all I can really ask for.