Wish SuperFurryThing was around for me to thank him. He was getting more and more into Meetup.com get togethers and was getting more and more social and meeting different women that enjoyed his company. His posts influenced me to get into Meetup.com get togethers and I've been having a great time being more social and meeting others including some nice kind friendly women that enjoy having me around. I used to sit around alone beating myself up with negative self-talk. I convinced myself that no one would want me around. But I finally got off my ass and made changes. Thanks SuperFurryThing for your inputs (if you're out there). Sorry that you're gone.