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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Alexander, Aug 1, 2017.
Hello everyone, am new here
Hi Guys, I’m new and I’d really like some help on my addiction.
This community was and is a great idea. I've struggled with porn for a long time amongst other things like drugs and alcohol which are a thing of the past. Glad that there is a site dedicated to just PMO my final challenge.
Hi everyone. I'm new to the forum. I have mixed feelings about this. I'm happy to see that there are many others online who are sharing their stories, but reluctant to talk about my own. It's so strange that the majority of men today watch pornography online. I don't think I would have been the type of guy to engage in watching any porn if it was just not always so closely within reach. It makes me long for a simpler existence. And as I type this, I just wonder whether some damn algorithm will be able to make a statistical prediction, either now or in the future, about what person is linked to this particular post. Since privacy important to me, I am reluctant to make any more posts.
Welcome new members,
I'm seriously affected last 8 years from porn addiction...i try to leave but failed each time.i need a help
Hi from me as well!
I've been watching since I was 11-12 years old, that makes it nearly 30 years.
In the past years I felt so tired that I couldn't even stay all day at work and in the evenings I was beaten always, couldn't stay up, but had to stay in bed most of the time.
I was looking at other people and none of them was feeling like that, no one was that tired and crashed.
Then I started seeing doctor, therapists, took food supplements - all that for nearly 15 years and nothing was helping. Some therapists told that I am such a person that likes to sabotage the therapists work and make them fail and that is why the therapy does not work. Other doctors gave me lots of pills anti-depressants or neurological ones and when I told them I don't feel better they got angry at me that I am the problem and the entire city is taking these pills and are feeling ok, but me!
I even stayed in hospital for many exams - there was nothing wrong with me that they could find.
Nothing was helping, until I found that watching porn can cause troubles - depression, fatigue, lack of motivation.
I was all the time looking for new girls in the real life, was changing girlfriends every week and was spending big money in striptease bars and prostitutes.
This took over my life, every cent that I earned, I was spending in striptease bars and alsmost every day I was bombarding my brain with porn to get that feeling of satisfaction.
The feeling was long gone, I haven't had such strong orgasm that I used to have like 15 years ago...there has been days when I watch porn for 6 hours straight, do breathing to prolong my pleasure and have an orgasm in the end with very slow movements and fully relaxed penis, I called that spontaneous orgasm (like a full body orgasm). I thought I discovered tantra and highest God orgasm, but it turned out this was misleading and it was destroying me (my brain).
I am determined to stop this and get back my life, my motivation, my energy. I want to feel productive again, I want to go out among people and not be afraid of everyone and everything.
PMO does break you down. Its no good, glad you are here. Come join us in the 100 day SPARTAN CHALLENGE if you like. There you will get support. Here is the link. https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/the-100-days-spartan-challenge.236503/
I am new here plzzz.guide me
Congratulations on your decision to change your life. Come here every day and read the stories and get an accountability partner. That's for Starters. More to come.
will soon reach 90 days
I will try