Reminder: Porn affects your sexual Performance badly

Dear brothers and sisters and fellow-fighters,

yesterday, I experienced again, how badly Porn can affect one's sexual Performance and experience. I relapsed kind of badly two days before after a 27 days period of no PM. There was then the moral struggle again, the religious one (as I am a religious fellow), the guilt and all of that. But, I found a way to deal with that and was on a good path to put up the fight again.

Then yesterday, my financee and I made love. And it was awful. My performance was so poorly, that we had to stop. I immediately knew the reason why, because it happened a couple of times before. After excessive Porn-watching and masturbating, it affects my sexual performance very badly. Emotions are far less intensive, it's a strange feeling all the time for me and my Penis also isn't working the way it ususally does. And this is another really good reason to not fall for Porn. Thank God, this effect will fade again as I'm being abstinent, I know that from earlier episodes. But, it really makes me angry that those terrible videos sabotage our sexual organs and imprint themselves into our brains, in a manner that we get problems with our acutal sexual life. I hope for me and for us all, that we continue the fight and finally succeed in defeating this ugly and destructive enemy. Have a great day and may your next sexual experience be real, beautiful, honest and loving!!!

 

That's a very interesting thought, my friend. And I guess, a true one, too. Probably the sheer watching is changing our behaviour and cognitive patterns...Maybe it's some kind of blunting our senses. Anyway, thanks a lot for the honest and sensible response!