I think I can't do it. Tried my best to abstain from PMO but I just couldn't pull it off. Since, last two weeks, I am going through constant uncontrollable urges to watch porn and mastarbate. I am from India. There are some porn websites, which post real sex clips like home made videos leaked online or nude selfies of teenage girls. I surf these websites most of the time bc my mind is always curious about the new video clips or pics. This is driving me crazy. I am just unable to control. I go outside, I try to socialize but the moment I enter my house I start to do these activities again. I don't know what to do with my addiction. This is harming me in every aspect possible. I started monk mode on 8th of May but lasted only two days. I had a streak of 174 days which were the golden days of my life. Its just unbelievable for me that the person who was PMO free for 174 days can indulge again. How many months or years it takes to clean your mind from PMO addiction? Can anyone tell me? Bc I am fed up with my addiction. My confidence is shattered.