Restart - new begining

thank you so much dj for this

 

Its day 43
i completed my 6 weeks without PMO
in my life i never ever had this much of time stopped from pmo i used to give up
but now i didnt give up and i will not my experience is i m not getting that much urgues when i get it i take a good cold shower and everything is gone yes i m learning many things in my life and working on my skills yes i m stopping to get pleasure from one click i m finding hobbies that gives me a great kick you also dont give up and have a nice day

 

its my day 54 wow we are close to our goal let me tell you what i m doing in these 50 days i was searching happiness outside(happiness from womens,from food ,from social sites ,etc) but failed very badly in getting happiness so i searched how to be happy then i got to know happiness is inside of you only why are you searching i didnt understand that if happiness is inside us than why we are not happy bcoz we are searching it outside again question come then if its inside how to find it inside answer came stop expecting from others just do your work and be happy of what you are doing dont be happy on result be happy on what you are doing result is not in your hand so this is i m working on

 

thank you so much bro for coming on my page you all people motivate me to write everyday
so today is day 55 ya its cool everything going i must avoid movies which sexual scenes it distract me
my day was good i woke up early in the morning 5:30 had excercise and did my daily work made a list of things to do
and i m working on it. i m trying to find happiness inside us i m trying to control me on my myself yes i m working little bit on self control thats it what about you what you are doing on these nofap days

 

day 58
everything is normal i wake up write my task of the day
1)excercise is one healthy habbit which i do every morning
2)i do reading yes i feel like i m meditating when i read
i dont know about benifits but its just going on something is still missing i dont know what but yes something is missing

 

gaurav bhai i m always there for you bro jo bhi help cahiye bata dena yaar

 

yeah even i think that i was totally focusing on my work and my work is also not going good so i must focus on my some stuff which i love there are many creative stuff i can learn thanx buddy

 

YES offcourse excercise and reading works even i suggest you must pray to god we get power from them
yes congrats me friends i completed my 2months yet not that much result i found i have to work more on me but yes this is a great for me in my life never stay free other wise you will be in trap do something anything but get out and do it

 

i m sorry DJ i relapse just now after 62 days
But i must share my experiance initial phase was when i started nofap i was very excited when i completed my 21 days first time i was in sky getting all positive effect my life was awesome then i fall back same process happen to me 3-4 times but this time i decided to complete my 90days in hard mode and yes i breaked my life record which was 35 days without no PMO but this time there were no positive effect i was going mad i was searching happiness all over on whatsapp on facebook on instagram in girls brain was like hell mood swing this time it was totally oposite what must be
according to me i realize NoFap is not only about quiting porn addiction but its make you better person but i was becoming miserable i m not saying you should not do nofap you must but after today i fap i m feeling relief i m not gono quit now i feeling more positive to start again i think i was not ready for direct 90days as if we stop something suddenly it will bang your head i have updated my counter to 0 again and i m OK with it its fine and even happy i m just saying do that thing which makes your inner soul feel comfortable and good in my life today fap was never regret other wise everytime when i fap i used to regret life is awesome be your best version of life have a nice day yes i will complete my 90 days not by becoming miserable but by becoming best version of my life

 

Day 0
yes i must confess after yesterday i have did watch porn and masturbrated 3 more times
so i must wrtie this day is my day 0 i understand porn is very bad for us and i love incest porn it does mean i see my family in that way but i love to watch incest porn which will affect my mind so today i commit one thing i will never watch incest porn in my life yes never and yes when i do certain commitment i follow those yes cheaser effect will be catching me but i must be aware now no more relapse its time to star no pmo i m gonno write everyday here i m gonno complete my 90 day journal all my thoughts i m gonno put here have a nice day and dont give up life is awesome its our choice how we choose to see it

 

i will be happy to share it
1)trained you brain on daily basis and tell him porn is not good for you see some videos or read something but on daily basis
2)dont just complete day i did that mistake keep on completing days start improving your self your self control not only on porn also on social sites on your urgues for girls on you junk food other wise you will find happiness there
3)never be free bcoz free->bored->relapsed
4)you must have 100% attendence on nofap for these 90 days once we complete 2 weeks our mind give less priority to nofap and we are like oh completed 2weeks now i m strong enough thats all bull shit brother 100% attendence this is your socials sites for 90days
5)find something to do creative and love that work improve your mindset women are not to objectify respect women brother
have a nice day