swissarmyknight
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Last night my wife went to hang out with some friends of ours from work (we work together). Since she was going to be with them I decided to go to my buddies house to chill with him. He frequently smokes weed and almost always does when I'm over there.
My wife and I were both raised in a very strict religion where anything that is mind altering or harmful to your body is against the rules. Personally I find nothing wrong with it as long as you aren't destroying your life because of it and I recently had my therapist encourage me to think about what I believe. So when confronted with an opportunity to smoke weed after having decided that I don't think that it's wrong, I did. I've smoked before and m wife knows that I'm intrigued by it, but I really should have told her how I was feeling before. She didn't know I was reconsidering my decision and was really hurt when I told her that I partook.
I know that's really messed up of me and I can't express enough how guilty I feel. She even said that she's not that mad that I smoked, but that I didn't trust her enough to talk to her about my feelings toward it. I feel awful and I just want her to know that I didn't say anything out of fear of rejection, judgement and hurting her feelings.
I just want to know if any of you out there have any tips on how to help smooth things over so I can reassure her that I care about her.
Thoughts?
My wife and I were both raised in a very strict religion where anything that is mind altering or harmful to your body is against the rules. Personally I find nothing wrong with it as long as you aren't destroying your life because of it and I recently had my therapist encourage me to think about what I believe. So when confronted with an opportunity to smoke weed after having decided that I don't think that it's wrong, I did. I've smoked before and m wife knows that I'm intrigued by it, but I really should have told her how I was feeling before. She didn't know I was reconsidering my decision and was really hurt when I told her that I partook.
I know that's really messed up of me and I can't express enough how guilty I feel. She even said that she's not that mad that I smoked, but that I didn't trust her enough to talk to her about my feelings toward it. I feel awful and I just want her to know that I didn't say anything out of fear of rejection, judgement and hurting her feelings.
I just want to know if any of you out there have any tips on how to help smooth things over so I can reassure her that I care about her.
Thoughts?
