Rewiring without a partner

I think I have found a method to rewire without a partner. P.S. It is really quite a sad method but not as sad as pied haha!

I'll give you some background. I've recently fallen in love with a girl but suffer from really bad pied. Completely dead penis. Unfortunately she lives in another country but is coming to visit me soon with the expectation that we will make love. Obviously I'm fucked. But I think I may have found a way to rewire without a partner. You need to simulate the real experience with all the same emotions.

Think of your crush or create a crush. Then you have to make yourself fall deeply in love with this person. Make up an entire relationship with them. Then (this is the really fucking sad part) Create this relationship with your pillow. Try and Wire your brain to intimacy. Feel what you are meant to feel with a person. Rub yourself against the pillow imagining it is the person. I have been doing this for a few days now and I've started to get half erections. Just make sure you don't get caught because that would be embarrassingly as all hell haha. I swear this works! Desperate times require desperate measures haha

 

No it's not fantasizing. I mean it is but not lustfully but intimately. I think it's a way to rewire the feeling of intimacy into your life when a partner is not there. Obviously doesn't come close to the real thing. She lives away from me so unfortunately I need a substitute. Also it's not masturbating. There's no ejaculation and no real stimulation. It's more a mental exercise.

 

Yeh but in some cases you don't have access to a partner regularly. E.g. A Long a distance relationship. It's not so much a sexual thing just an intimacy thing. It's similar to kids holding on to teddy bears to develop connection. I think it's a healthy way to restore some sort of neural pathways for affection rather than lust. Just a thought of a possible alternative when partners are not available.