So I am about to clear my two week mark. I have been talking to this girl before I started nofap. We were really hitting it off! Been on a few dates, talk almost everyday, she's told me she that she is excited to see me again to just get to know me better and spend time with me. Well I am not certain but I am willing to bet that I just got ghosted since we were supposed to meet up Sunday but she had to reschedule. I have been unable to get in touch with her since. My mind has been on a really fucked up high speed chase with me trying to catch it. I really thought I was past this charecter defect. I've been working on myself for almost 8 years now in AA. The only consistent thing in my head this week is "What the fuck is wrong with me". Am I the only one like this, am I just gonna have to suck it up and write off a meaningful relationship, should I be above this, what other options then "focus on yourself" ? I really need some insight here.