I'm running out of road here. There's only so many things I can do to distract myself from my feelings and urges. No one wants to be my AP I'm about to fall down a terrible slope and I'll relapse for days. My husband says I should be on here for support but I haven't found anyone supportive. I'm finding every gender attractive and that's new to me. I'm going 60 and the bridge is out. Only a matter of time until I crash and burn.