My husband and I are on the road to putting our marriage back together. He's working hard on his recovery. Yet, I don't know that I will ever fully be able to trust him fully again. I'm not talking physically. I mean emotionally. There are walls and vulnerabilities that I don't think I can ever break down again. That part of me is gone. My heart has been too battered and bruised and when I have attempted to let my guard down, it has been proven to be a mistake. Likewise, if anything were to happen to him, I will never marry again. I do not trust that there is one man out there that does not have some issue with porn or will not lie to me about it. I will never go through anything like this again.