Save me fapstination

Hi

I've been watching porn and fapping since I was 10. My dad and mom(they got divorced when I was 6)
caught me fapping more than once. Both told me I shouldn't do it. My dad gave me religious reasons
to stop (he's a muslim) and my mom told me it would skew my perception of real life sex.
I didn't care about my dad's reasons since I'm an atheist, and I didn't believe my mom.

I'm 18 now. I've been to a JDC a year ago for beating up someone which I regret. I'm not an agressive person at all but I was naïve.(this is a long and shameful story, which involves me believing I belonged to some made up gang)

After that I changed. I barely felt anything anymore. That year I flunked my 5th year in highschool, partly because I got expelled from my old school and the new one had a different curriculum. That didn't make me feel a thing either.

I tried to do my year again and it went ok for the first few months but soon I stopped doing my homework and after that I just stopped going to school. I kept trying though and showed up once in a while hoping I might get back into it.

Since then I've been diagnosed with depression and have been frantically looking for ways to 'fix' myself. At the beginning I couldn't believe it and thought I was being lazy and made daily goals (exercising, getting up early, even my brushing my teeth was something I needed to strive towards) and while I did seem to have some success I just stopped doing it after a while. it al felt tiring and unimportant. I've been on prozac for 5 months gradually upping the dose. It wasn't working. So I lached my hopes onto the internet.

I read about the fapstronaut movement and the dangers of arousal addiction.
So here I am hoping that this challenge will give me renewed joy and motivation for my life.
My goals are no porn, no fapping, no edging for at least 90 days.