Brocktime
Fapstronaut
Right now I am saying no. I will not PM.
For context, I am physically in the spot where I have the toughest problem. I’m there right now. I could do it easily.
Emotionally, I am also in a tough spot. I am stressed because my work has been piling up. I am worried about my career future. Additionally, I just scrolled LinkedIn and looked at people that were succeeding and past relationships that I view negatively now.
I walked out. I am in a safe place now. I said no.
I will now continue onto day 16 of no PM. O will likely come soon as I am due to make love with my wife.
I’m glad I said no. Despite being on a streak, despite telling myself I wouldn’t do it today, I still found myself seconds away from relapse. This addiction is crazy. But I guess it takes many times of saying no to counteract those many yeses.
I will now go on for at least a couple hours (I hope) safe from PM. Time to work. Vacation is over.
For context, I am physically in the spot where I have the toughest problem. I’m there right now. I could do it easily.
Emotionally, I am also in a tough spot. I am stressed because my work has been piling up. I am worried about my career future. Additionally, I just scrolled LinkedIn and looked at people that were succeeding and past relationships that I view negatively now.
I walked out. I am in a safe place now. I said no.
I will now continue onto day 16 of no PM. O will likely come soon as I am due to make love with my wife.
I’m glad I said no. Despite being on a streak, despite telling myself I wouldn’t do it today, I still found myself seconds away from relapse. This addiction is crazy. But I guess it takes many times of saying no to counteract those many yeses.
I will now go on for at least a couple hours (I hope) safe from PM. Time to work. Vacation is over.
