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Scar on my soul :(

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Black_Knight 1998, Apr 19, 2021.

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  1. Black_Knight 1998

    Black_Knight 1998 Fapstronaut

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    İn the last relapse six days ago, and in the former one, i was relapsing in both till i caused an injury to my penis, so i have a scar on my penis which is not so obvious but it's there if you looked with concentration. Every time when i try to get a shower and i looked at my penis i remember the scar and look to it. To find it's there, this makes me hate myself more and more and also have the feeling that my mind is trying to associate this scar with too bad picture from certain porn film. I mentioned this problem here
    https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/could-you-advise-me.307443/#post-2974665

    İ feel this scar on my soul because i feel it will be there forever and if association happened this picture will be there forever.
     
  2. Agent

    Agent Fapstronaut

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    Bro, you are a fighter for being here and wanting to stop, we all have scars. ALL. That doesn't define who you are, the same thing with a criminal person who had certain tattoos we can't judge that person right away for that. If you need help hmu brother, much love.
     
  3. Black_Knight 1998

    Black_Knight 1998 Fapstronaut

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    I'm really grateful for you brother, thanks
     
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  4. Agent

    Agent Fapstronaut

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    The fight is real, but i have no doubts you can do it. I never thought i would stay 1 month without porn and masturbation, now im 3+ years free. It takes effort but you get there somehow
     

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