"Scare Away PMO October" 2017. Keep on rebooting. Official PMO-free accountability thread.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Alexander, Sep 28, 2017.

  1. Ayjaydubya

    Ayjaydubya Fapstronaut

    It is a difficult struggle, but you only lose if you give up. Yes it is tough, you had a great streak, keep on keeping on! You are young, hormones are raging, but successful people have failed more times than the unsuccessful have tried.
     
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  2. Ayjaydubya

    Ayjaydubya Fapstronaut

    I've just had two 13 day streaks in a row!
     
  3. Ayjaydubya

    Ayjaydubya Fapstronaut

    You just did!
     
  4. Ayjaydubya

    Ayjaydubya Fapstronaut

    It may be that when we no longer know what to do, we have come to our real work, and that when we no longer know which way to go, we have begun our real journey. The mind that is not baffled is not employed. The impeded stream is the one that sings.
    ~Wendell Berry, “Marriage, Too, May Have Something to Teach Us”
     
  5. insert name here

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    Good god today has been awful since the screw up this morning. I haven't been able to function properly, it really has hit hard.

    Caught up with an old friend today who i haven't seen for years and the whole thing just felt awkward. Yesterday i was like a completely different person and just "normal" but now it's like i'm this brain fog stoner, it's horrible. The whole conversations were just bleak and i just couldn't think what to talk about or how to make it go further despite the fact i've done loads since seeing him, it's like all passion was removed from my vocabulary.

    I never want to feel like this again, i never want this weakness again. if i ever struggle again i'm gonna come read this post to snap me out of it; it's just not worth it.
     
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  6. Trevorphilipz

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    Ouch man, very sorry to hear of your struggles. Maybe you could use an AP or AP group to help you to stay strong as you fight against pmo. If you need help, join our skype group and we'd be glad to help you. https://join.skype.com/ypuU28FWNdCc
     
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  7. Baldur

    Baldur Fapstronaut

    I'm in. Another 30 days of no PM, I try to limit my Os to a minimum and if an O happens I get it with my gf.
    The aim is to get rid of it forever. But another 30 days will be a great stepping stone!
    Stay strong everyone! You are growing human beings!

    All the best!
    /Baldur
     
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  8. emmgee

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    It's tough. Having fantasies about doing it in a different enviroment. So messed up
     
  9. insert name here

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    Yeah it sucks man but he told me he's got a kid on the way at age 20 LOL atleast i'm not in that situation.
     
  10. Trevorphilipz

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    We all have our individual paths to walk, dude. Though they may lead us into some tough situations, we only have one direction to go-forward.
     
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  11. simba97

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    I just ran a 10km today, hopefully that used up a bit of energy and testosterone. I'm about to have a bath, so i'll report back later on updates of increases or decreases in testicle size.
    Also want to report that i was very close from fapping last night, it's a miracle i'm still in this challenge. Sorry to hear many of you have fallen, but remember when you fall, try and land on your back, because if you can look up, you can get up!
    All the best, fellas.
     
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  12. ediv

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    I'm joining, im on no pmo from 12th of september!
    I mean to continue at least until january
     
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  13. ediv

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    Rock on guys! World is ours
     
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  14. going for it

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    Good morning folks how is everyone
     
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  15. Rikardo

    Rikardo Fapstronaut

    Still going OK.
    Been close a couple of times.

    Resolved it today with bacon. Seriously.
     
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  16. simba97

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    HOLY SHIT, absolute disaster this morning... Woke up with one of the biggest and hardest morning wood's i have ever experienced. I sat in my bed for like 20mins with a hard on just thinking about whether i should just relapse just this once. But at the end of that 20mins i closed my eyes and thought about what i really wanted.
    My penis started to become flacid and i'm happy to say the streak will continue.
    I'm really struggling seeing my lil guy grow up this much and not experience any action. But i guess i just need to grow the f*ck up too.
    Ahhh this is getting really hard :(
     
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  17. 2nd half begins. Onward!
     
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  18. Ayjaydubya

    Ayjaydubya Fapstronaut

    Every man, knowing to the smallest detail all the complexity of the conditions surrounding him, involuntarily assumes that the complexity of these conditions and the difficulty of comprehending them are only his personal, accidental peculiarity, and never thinks that others are surrounded by the same complexity as he is.
    ~ Leo Tolstoy, Anna Karenina
     
  19. BloomingMystery

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    Hey i would liketo join tho i will be able to post in the journal thread weekly only as i belive in subliminal messages and thus i dont open nofap or anything daily.... but yeah i am really commited to breakin this shitty habit.... so COUNT ME IN :)
     
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  20. Sterling Archer

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    i have 2 days already
     
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