Scared of no longer feeling attracted to women?

[anonymous 115]

Ok so I've written posts about this before and I'm scared that I might be gay.
Long stry short, I used to think I was straight, had crushes on women, dated women but had very little sex, instead I used to watch porn, show myself on cams etc...
Eventually I started liking gay porn too, and that made me really doubt my sexuality, until I got a gf, and completely stopped watching porn for the first 4 months of our relationship, and tbh, for those months, I had never felt straighter, I no longer had anxiety about getting it up with her, everything was great, until we broke up (one of many times) and I went back to porn, back to camming and then it never stopped, My addiction came back and even stronger, I soon realised I also had a submissive kink, and now that we have officially broken up, I'm scared I might just be gay, I can still get off to straight porn, but i feel like looking a big dicks turns me on, I'm not really into men, or the male physique or faces, I even tried to explore my sexuality and swipe on men on tinder but it just never did it for me, I just seem to be very attracted by the thought of a dick and playing with one. I'm still attracted to women but I'm scarred it's false attraction or that it might be fading. I'm currently talking to a girl who I actually like, but I'm scared if we do get to have sex I won't be able to get hard

 

[DesertExplorer]

This is not a popular opinion I'm going to share because people try not to offend others these days, even at the cost of denying the truth and letting people destroy their lives.

The lines between straight, bisexual, and gay are obscure. Porn will not do it to all, but it can make one develop many fetishes and playing with another man's penis is one of them. There's insufficient evidence that people are born gay, but great indicators that one can become one. Of course, some are more prone than others and the environment in which someone grows up is a big factor.

My guess is that you are developing a fetish as you watch porn. This is the bad news. The good news is that it can be reversed if you stop watching.

Most of us who have been watching porn for years have developed fetishes. This is what porn does. If it didn't, you would get bored with it pretty fast. Though your own fetish is a little more serious than being addicted to watching anal or oral sex, it can be cured like all others.

From your message I figure that you're straight but prone to becoming gay. But it's better if you stop giving labels to yourself like gay or straight and focus on beating your porn addiction.

 

[Meshuga]

This is a classic escalation story. The only thing pushing you into a homosexual identity is excessive P use, which you already know is a problem. Stop watching P. Read your basics. Get a counter. Start a journal. Just like last time, when you stop using P the attractions you don't want will go away.