Scared of no longer feeling attracted to women?

This is not a popular opinion I'm going to share because people try not to offend others these days, even at the cost of denying the truth and letting people destroy their lives.

The lines between straight, bisexual, and gay are obscure. Porn will not do it to all, but it can make one develop many fetishes and playing with another man's penis is one of them. There's insufficient evidence that people are born gay, but great indicators that one can become one. Of course, some are more prone than others and the environment in which someone grows up is a big factor.

My guess is that you are developing a fetish as you watch porn. This is the bad news. The good news is that it can be reversed if you stop watching.

Most of us who have been watching porn for years have developed fetishes. This is what porn does. If it didn't, you would get bored with it pretty fast. Though your own fetish is a little more serious than being addicted to watching anal or oral sex, it can be cured like all others.

From your message I figure that you're straight but prone to becoming gay. But it's better if you stop giving labels to yourself like gay or straight and focus on beating your porn addiction.

 

This is a classic escalation story. The only thing pushing you into a homosexual identity is excessive P use, which you already know is a problem. Stop watching P. Read your basics. Get a counter. Start a journal. Just like last time, when you stop using P the attractions you don't want will go away.