Second attempt in the last three month only 66% Success: I am proud of myself

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Deccan

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Hello Guys, I am glad to share my two months successful streak of PMO.It took an immense effort from my side.I had to go through a mental pain which manifested sometimes at the physical level on my face as well. I tried all my best to achieve this I could watch my mental health struggle during this time it was really painful sometimes since I have been rebooting the last 12 years of addiction which appeared on my face that I could observe the pain on the skin. But,I am happy that I could get the support from the Weekly meeting groups as well and journaling regularly has helped a lot in this case. Since, It was my only second attempt in the last three months so, I am really feeling proud of myself of making this streak. But I was on the hard mode so, I could have more focused to reach my final goal of 90 days which I couldn't because I got relapse today morning. In the last two weeks I had started the heavy consumption of Ciggerates which actually affected my mental health in the last two months. However, I observed the women attraction in the last two month at higher level.Lastly, I too got seduced towards one of them and asked to go for a date and then I relapsed because of a big change in my state of mind.I could just tell you guys that in the last few days I have been feeling very nice psychologically and my view towards female sexuality has changed a lot. I am really very happy to achieve this success and generate a new confidence in my life journey. But, at this moment I want to experience the full mindfulness and a creative and productive mind which can benefit to me and the society at large.I seek all your support in this new journey of mine. I am hopeful to get real peer support from you guys.
 
Dating can be difficult with PMO. It brings up a lot of anxiety, fantasy and lust. For many people, the experience of dating can mirror the addictive cycle of using PMO. This is not to discourage dating, but just to be mindful and careful with how you pursue it and how you let your mind react to it.

For peer support, start a journal, read others journals, ask questions, share what works for you. 60 days can be the start of something really special for your life.

Congratulations on 60 days.
 
ANewFocus said:
Dating can be difficult with PMO. It brings up a lot of anxiety, fantasy and lust. For many people, the experience of dating can mirror the addictive cycle of using PMO. This is not to discourage dating, but just to be mindful and careful with how you pursue it and how you let your mind react to it.

For peer support, start a journal, read others journals, ask questions, share what works for you. 60 days can be the start of something really special for your life.

Congratulations on 60 days.
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Thanks for your feedback, I think I must refrain from such Dating issues which is a real hinderance in reaching the desired streak.
 
Deccan said:
Hello Guys, I am glad to share my two months successful streak of PMO.It took an immense effort from my side.I had to go through a mental pain which manifested sometimes at the physical level on my face as well. I tried all my best to achieve this I could watch my mental health struggle during this time it was really painful sometimes since I have been rebooting the last 12 years of addiction which appeared on my face that I could observe the pain on the skin. But,I am happy that I could get the support from the Weekly meeting groups as well and journaling regularly has helped a lot in this case. Since, It was my only second attempt in the last three months so, I am really feeling proud of myself of making this streak. But I was on the hard mode so, I could have more focused to reach my final goal of 90 days which I couldn't because I got relapse today morning. In the last two weeks I had started the heavy consumption of Ciggerates which actually affected my mental health in the last two months. However, I observed the women attraction in the last two month at higher level.Lastly, I too got seduced towards one of them and asked to go for a date and then I relapsed because of a big change in my state of mind.I could just tell you guys that in the last few days I have been feeling very nice psychologically and my view towards female sexuality has changed a lot. I am really very happy to achieve this success and generate a new confidence in my life journey. But, at this moment I want to experience the full mindfulness and a creative and productive mind which can benefit to me and the society at large.I seek all your support in this new journey of mine. I am hopeful to get real peer support from you guys.
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Buddy
Deccan said:
Hello Guys, I am glad to share my two months successful streak of PMO.It took an immense effort from my side.I had to go through a mental pain which manifested sometimes at the physical level on my face as well. I tried all my best to achieve this I could watch my mental health struggle during this time it was really painful sometimes since I have been rebooting the last 12 years of addiction which appeared on my face that I could observe the pain on the skin. But,I am happy that I could get the support from the Weekly meeting groups as well and journaling regularly has helped a lot in this case. Since, It was my only second attempt in the last three months so, I am really feeling proud of myself of making this streak. But I was on the hard mode so, I could have more focused to reach my final goal of 90 days which I couldn't because I got relapse today morning. In the last two weeks I had started the heavy consumption of Ciggerates which actually affected my mental health in the last two months. However, I observed the women attraction in the last two month at higher level.Lastly, I too got seduced towards one of them and asked to go for a date and then I relapsed because of a big change in my state of mind.I could just tell you guys that in the last few days I have been feeling very nice psychologically and my view towards female sexuality has changed a lot. I am really very happy to achieve this success and generate a new confidence in my life journey. But, at this moment I want to experience the full mindfulness and a creative and productive mind which can benefit to me and the society at large.I seek all your support in this new journey of mine. I am hopeful to get real peer support from you guys.
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Buddy meet you soon ✌️
 
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