Hi, thanks for posting and reading my story. Your English is good, keep up the good work! Give up PMO - it will help. I'm 54 days in and I can feel my penis becoming more responsive. I'm certain that after 90 days I'll be able to achieve an erection when sexually initiated by a girl (provided I'm not drunk). While i was PMOing that wasn't possible. Don't beat yourself about your lack of performance. You can make a girl very satisfied with just your tongue and hand. And that's the truth. You sound like a young guy (as am i) and your sexual ability will improve - the best way to ensure it does so is to quit PMO for good. Also, you have been able to achieve erections in the past, you will have them in the future. Try to take your mind off things and let that girl who you were repulsed by go, if she was a trigger for your lack of interest in women then it's evident she's not a positive influence. Start with getting rid of PMO. Enjoy!