Seeing an escort to help recover PIED?

I've read multiple threads here around using escorts and I can see the general view is not to see one, however given my circumstances I wonder if it's an option for me. Not looking at this from a moral perspective, it is legal where I live.

PIED History: Attempted to have sex with 2 women, both times I've not been able to get an erection (probably due to anxiety). I've seen multiple escorts in the past, 60% of the time I've been able to keep an erection.

Masturbated and porn since the age of 14 and attempted and failed to break my virginity at 24, I'm currently 30. I've been seeing a endocrinologist and all of my hormones are in a good range so it's unlikely physical.

NoFap Steak: Currently on Day 277, previous to this I was on a 190 day steak followed by a month relapse. Currently seeing mixed results around progress, getting morning erections 1-2 times a week but not rock hard.

I feel like anxiety is probably my cause of PIED given my current streaks, I've not really seen any real improvements. I think I'm self sabotaging relationships and attempts to talk to women and have sex because I'm so scared of not being able to perform. I've got to the point where I think I should see some escorts to "desensitise" myself to the act of sex, I've not really been "addicted" to sex/escorts in the past so addiction is not an issue for me.

What are everyone's thoughts?

 

Libido feels fairly low, which is surprising given my testosterone levels, urges to masturbate and watch porn are low. Yes it is 277 days without porn, although I've been on dating apps as I'm trying to peruse a relationship and watched the odd sex scene in movies but that's not intentional. It feels like continuing NoFap won't bring me much more benefits, however I'll continue it until I break it with a woman (escort or otherwise).

My diet and exercise regime is solid. I eat healthy 85% of the time, making sure I get plenty of healthy fats and proteins. I do resistance training twice a week including heavy pullups, farmers walks etc. I've also experimented with supplements such as Maca and Tongkat Ali without any success.