Like the title says, i will keep my life journal and stuff i want to keep pushing forward for written here, feel free to hop in once in a while. i'll try to keep it as updated as possible. Here i am after 4 years,I've left this website a while ago, used to be 15 and is 19 now, to think how to fast time flies, it's unbelievable. I've come here after realizing how much carefree and irresponsible i have become. Lil young me would have never fell this deep no matter how much you punched him down, yet here i am. being the lazy worthless person i have been recently, i am now aiming to become better, to be more like my older self, to be more determined and achieve my goals. Currently i have an exam coming up in 8 days, for starters i shall study hard. In the break i will finally get a driving license, been lazying around for way too long. for at least a year and 7 months. I will try applying to the gym. I will check up with my dentist more often. possibly might check my eyes, the left one has been a tad blurry and i was too lazy to go check it at a doctor. I will try and start jogging and eating healthier. I will go back into stretching and yoga. back in the day i had the highest natural flexibility in school among my peers. yet i have lazied around to the point i barely put it into any use, i shall change that. I will try going back into my old hobbies, specifically basketball and table tennis, which are definitely much healthier than sitting at home playing video games all day. this is all for today, i should go back into studying. looking forward to updating this log more often. looking forward to finally try and improve my life, even if it is a tiny bit. and any support is greatly appreciated.