I think one of the biggest impacts that porn has had on my life is my deep down feeling of self worth. This is especially true when talking about relationships. I'm not currently in one but I do have someone I'm interested in... however I'm not totally sure how much much of that is mutual. Because porn has given me such a low feeling of confidence and my social anxiety makes me very awkward, I can't help but feel like I'm messing up my chances with this person. I'm almost 21, tall, and do very well academically and am somewhat athletic looking. I feel like I should be very confident... but the truth is that I'm not... and I feel like that to some people who don't know me.really well, they may take that as a lack of interest or emotion. When in all honesty, I'm fighting to stay engaged... porn did this to me, and I'm feeling so much anger towards it right now, towards myself.