So I'm 42 days in and alot of times when it's quiet and I'm alone or sleeping, there's alot of fantasies about girls and bad stuff popping on my thoughts and imagination and semen drops a little and I always try to fight it.. , even when I see a girl in class my imagination does it, I know it sounds really wierd but has someone experienced that? Its hella hard to sleep because I have to go to the bathroom and then I have to pee like litterally every couple minutes I think this person experienced the same - https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/semen-leakage-a-good-thing.20183/
Don't let yourself down due to the leakage. The most important thing is actually staying on the streak. Your body still needs time to recover and heal whatever damages you did in the past. Do some meditation maybe like few minutes cause it will help you to control your thoughts and give you a clear consciousness
i started semen leakage on day 30 if i remember, my doctor(andrologist) says it's normal. Even after semen leakage, i had a nice wet dream
One of the few drawbacks of a prolonged streak is that my semen-leakage (which was high already during my former PMO-days) has increased and it literally takes nothing for me to get plenty of prejizz. Only a minute or two of arousal is enough for it to start pouring out of my D. Sometimes, I have even been getting some minor discharges (feels like a mini-orgasm) from 5+ minutes of arousal and these facts is what I have limited my interactions with women many times. As soon as I get that sticky feeling in my underwear, I get really uncomfortable and my first reflex is to wipe it away ASAP. I simply fear that I might get too much prejizz, discharge and stiffen up completely. I do many times feel like a perverted freak because of this. I know it might sound ridiculous but it has really started to set some deep tracks into my mind and brain at this point and I don't really know how to get out of this subconscious pattern which has plagued me for years.
Yep, just a moment ago had a leakage again and ejaculate wtf, but I think my fertility is increased because the sperm is thick, not aqueous
Try to put yourself in my shoes first before you consider it a "blessed leakage". Having sticky prejizz pouring out of your D after a short arousal isn't fun and when it gets to the point where you immediately start thinking that you will never be able to have a normal and functioning sex-life (because of it) is anything but a blessing to me.
There is nothing blessed to that, its your veerya thats leaking, its the nourishment of spinal nerves and brain tissue that is disposing away because of conditioned lust responses and you call it a blessing.
