Semen retention day 176

forget gtranslate - May I give you a link to Brachmachariya?
is that allowed in this forum?

 

i keep my eyes away from women. I have very few women around me ...
And I pray Kristos when thoughts come. It should help me clear my thoughts and it works. Not always but often.
Must have trust in Kristos.

 

I've never gone that far so i can't relate but it does sound very strange man, in any case the only thing you have to do is continue with the guard up and dont relapse. Let us know how are you doing in a couple of weeks from now. I do believe its temporary like some sort of flatline you mentioned. Our physiology is very misterious and we can only experiment and experience the outcomes. Keep us informed of any change, good luck

 

I'd say think of it as post acute withdrawal man. I'm free of porn 218 days, 1 MO(no porn) relapse on day 72 and 146 days free of MO. You'll have recurring symptoms that show up, whether that is anxiety, depression, lack of energy etc. I'm currently experiencing some weird symptoms as well, I get a stretch of bad days and a stretch of good. It'll come back, you just have to ride the wave.

 

Thank you. Exactly what i needed.
God bless you brother

 

Try boosting your testosterone with heavy weight lifting and/or HIIT exercise, you will feel like a beast

 

Hey, my dude! Hope you are doing great! You should ask yourself sincere questions about yourself and give sincere awnsers too. Thing is, what are really the roots of all the benefits you get? Is it ONLY the retention? Or simply you and this powerfull tool we call mind is trying to focus on other aspects of your life? As i read your text, i felt like you may need to nourish the habit of giving yourself more sincere anwsers about your issues in order to move on. I see no other way of replying to this thread since that was the vibe i got from it. (Plus there are just things that do not make much sense, such as "losing face structure" or the fear of it by relapsing; thing need a cause to occur. If one were to "lose his face structure", every guy with a square face would have a weak chin after jerking off). I told you to nourish that habit of anwsering more honeslty to your own questions, because it may give you a more sharp sense of causality. Hope i could help somehow, my dude! P E A C E!