semen retention shows real life.

Discussion in 'Abstinence, Retention, and Sexual Transmutation' started by bozoj, Feb 16, 2020.

  1. bozoj

    bozoj Fapstronaut

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    I am addicted to at least 10 years, and then I decided to practice nofap, and along the streak, I realized how much my mind is destroyed, in these 10 years, several things happened, relationships that didn't work out, death of loved ones, good people I stopped relating to, moments I stopped living, and now in my longest streak, I realized how much I lost, things I should have done, the PMO addiction hides real life, few seconds of pleasure makes your vision of the world reduced, I am currently 20 years old, already at a university, with a dream job, getting paid to study technology innovations, I was in a conflict of thoughts, people I stopped loving, people that I didn’t enjoy my time with them, people who gave up on me, and it was affecting my performance at work, each day more on the streak got worse, more information than I stopped living, but I saw where I am now, I'm not in mine the best phase, but it is already an advance, and the desire to be better motivates me, I hope that someday I can learn what is caring, love, hope, I lost 10 years, but I still have a life ahead of me, I hope to recover everything that I missed.



    I am trying to rescue friends from this addiction every day, and I hope this report helps somehow, addiction is not a joke, it shouldn't be distributed so easily on the internet

    PS: sry for my bad english,im using the google translator
     
  2. i feel that bro but at least you have figured it out by only age 20!!!!! Be thankful you aren’t 40

    These lessons you learned from your sufferings are invaluable! You will have become a better man after your sufferings than you could have ever become had you not truly suffered and realized the truth and escaped the prison
     
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  3. Angus McGyver

    Angus McGyver Fapstronaut

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    I feel your pain man since I have been there myself!
    The PMO-trap enslaved me for a decade and a half (or 15 years) between the ages of 13-14 til 28-29 and it really rewired and hijacked my brain, mind and soul beyond recognition in only a few years time of moderate use.
    In the very beginning of that lustful journey (around 2001-2002), there wasn't any streaming-capacity of internet-porn to talk about so it started out with those adult-movies on late weekend-nights on the cable-channels, VHS-tapes and some magazines. After a few years, it had worked itself into my subconscious in such a sneaky and under-the-radar way that I didn't even recognize something was wrong until life came crashing in on me around age 28 and it was at that moment I realized I had to man-up and take charge of my life through self-improvement, even if that only meant a baby-step at a time.
    It wasn't really until a year later I realized that my previous PMO-habits might have had something to do with it because during that year I abstained from porn (not masturbation yet) I noticed things were slowly moving in the right direction for the first time in years. And only 2-3 months late, I slipped into NoFap by accident after a personal promise to myself that I would try not to M for at least a full month. Little did I know that that random decision alone would have such a huge impact on my life and the quality of it.

    Today, I am starting to developing an online-coaching program for guys who want to quit PMO where I provide the tools, technique and methods that will work (through monthly video-coaching series) and hopefully have an impact on each struggling man's life. I see it as a life-call to get these tools out there so every man who is affected can get his hands on them and take charge of their lives again. It is going to take me at least 1/2 year to get it out there and I will start making the series in my native language (which is only spoken/understood by roughly 20-22 million people worldwide) so I can see if there is a demand for these services/tools in my home-region. When it starts gaining momentum, I have no doubt on creating an English version as well so I can reach struggling men all over the world as well.
    My dream is not to make it big economically but rather being able to contribute and provide some great and well needed services/tools to struggling men worldwide so they can start detoxifying, get their lives and natural manliness back again!
     
  4. Captain!

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    I will wait for that man
     
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  5. Angus McGyver

    Angus McGyver Fapstronaut

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    Thank you! It will take a long time before I get it out there in English (since I have to see if there is a demand for it in my home-country and neighboring countries first) but when I do, I make sure I will deliver the best service/product possible for the best price-tag possible.
     
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  6. bozoj

    bozoj Fapstronaut

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    yes, but I had the opportunity, I had about 4 chances, but I felt it was not the time
     
  7. i never had any opportunity
     
  8. Practice some form of mental concentration exercise for 30minutes a day, intensively.