Further to my post back in February... (where I successfully had an erection with a random girl and had sex, pill-assisted) https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/one-year-on-total-pied-update.90269/#post-736420 ...I felt really good afterwards. So confident. However, this confidence made me want to M more than usual. My penis felt better. M slipped to P. And then some PMO sessions. It was silly. However, I met another girl and we are dating now. We had sex successfully one night and the morning after WITH A CONDOM!!! (and 25mg viagro pill...) I was surprised I could get hard enough to put it on. Although it was still about 80-90% hard, (Still waiting over a year for consistent 100% erections...) the 'core' of the penis was stiff enough to wait for me to fumble around opening the condom packet and awkwardly slipping it on... During sex, I was genuinely horny. A feeling I can no longer experience when M'ing. A good sign? I rather be horny during sex than alone... That made me very happy, but on long, lazy weekends, I'd slip back to PMO, with 60% hard boners. This has brought me down a bit It seems success can easily breed failure, so be careful guys. Having sex is great but you have to control yourself afterwards. Also the need for a pill to help me out a bit isn't healthy and sustainable. And if you haven't had sex after a long time, don't worry. Keep going! Maybe when you do have sex, you'll be fully healed by then. Unlike me, who still needs a long way to go.