So I'm currently starting normal mode for the first time, on day 5, and feeling extremely positive for the most part about my choice. I've struggled with compulsive sexual behaviour fed by porn for over 10 years. I've faced the fact that in order for me to kick sexually compulsive behaviour, porn has to go too. What I'm struggling with right now is a sense of dread, like I'll never feel excited or pleased again. I'm married, and want to have a healthy sex life with my wife, and I believe that to feasible, but I cannot shake this sense of dread. Is this a hump that just takes some more time to get over? Or is there something I can do?