I've bought Bathmate X30 and did some exercises, but with too much power because I made myself a huge injury. Due to porn I was insecure to my size and wanted to enlarge my penis... The most stupid idea I ever had.. I was doing it together with Jelqing and Stretching, so it was like - jelq - bathmate (15 minutes) and stretching. We have now November 2019 and I was using it at the beginning of 2018. Okay, so what happened and how does it look: My penis due to pressure has got permament bruises or red spots on a glans and it's burning a lot, pinching almost all the time (especially while flaccid). Sometimes I wake up from pain at nights. For example: I'm driving a car and i feel it so much. I went to 5 urologists and they didn't take this for serious.. Some of them laugh and prescribe me ointment/salves, which totally don't work.. Some of them say I have this condition my whole life since I was born... Last urologist say it's not from pump and he claimed I have infection and said to me I need to get It's very tough, because i want to get help and doctors do not helped me and took my money (a lot). I'm 26 years old and I don't have a girlfriend, so I can't check if it hurts after or while sex. Sometimes I'm masturbating (a lot less than in the past - cause i want to quit pornography) let's say once a week, but after ejaculation it hurts a lot. [I wrote that while i've been watching porn, now i don't watch at all!!!] So the level of pain is 100% after ejaculation and then after 5 hours it come back to PERMAMENT 70% pain and I can do nothing about it. I was thinking, what to do.. I tried cold water, hot water, vitamine D, zinc, ashwagandha (which helps with blood flow) and nothing.. Doctors said I don't have anything serious, but I don't believe them. I think I have damaged or broken vessels or damaged nerves, cause penis while flaccid seems to be like balooon, little pumped (like after using Bathmate for the first time) 1. How do you think will I have this till the end of my life and I can do nothing about that? It's a tragedy, cause i want to have a healthy sexual relationship in my future life with my wife and it wil be hard with this injury or even impossible.. 2. I'm afraid of surgery or sth like that.. No one from my family know about this and I don't want to tell them about it, cause it's a very shameful thing. 3. If let's say I won't allow myself to have an orgasm (ejaculate) for longer period of time. Month, three months. Will it heal itself? I have pictures of my injured penis, but I won't uplaod them in here, so if anyone would like to see and help me - please write me a PM. I will be very thankful if someone somehow could help me.. I can show pictures of my "friend" to better understanding, but i don't know if it's allowed to upload such pictures in here. Please someone experience with injures or someone who could help write to me PM and I will send pictures both flaccid and erect. Thank you! It's not fault of pump.. It's fault of porn... Addicted since 13 years.. but slowly I've gotten control and I believe i can quit for good.