Black_Knight 1998
Fapstronaut
hi guys
today is 55th day , and yesterday i watched something talked about sex between 3 men and one women with some pictures (it was not sexual or even has nudity form any type ),so i remembered porn and i felt with desire to watch it but i didn't watch but when i went to bed i found myself fantasize and play with myself but( not to the extent that makes me want to ejaculate or even has a very strong erection ,i was semi erected ) and after a while i realized what i was doing and stopped and tried to sleep an after i slept i had a dream about watching porn and i'm rubbing my self when, i waked up i was still so sleepy (semiconscious) i was rubbing myself (especially because in my dream i was playing my self) and when i get back to my full conscious i stopped and now i'm afraid about this was a relapse . and i decided no matter what i'll recall about porn i won't let myself do this again
my questions are:
is this a relapse ?
when i will feel with changes in my memory i'm in the 55th day and i don't feel much better either in my mood and my memory ?
in last period i had a lot of dreams about watching porn or playing myself and i wake up in fear but then i realize these were dreams, will it affect on my progress and what should i do ?
thanks in advance if i could't replay because i have some problems with the internet connection
today is 55th day , and yesterday i watched something talked about sex between 3 men and one women with some pictures (it was not sexual or even has nudity form any type ),so i remembered porn and i felt with desire to watch it but i didn't watch but when i went to bed i found myself fantasize and play with myself but( not to the extent that makes me want to ejaculate or even has a very strong erection ,i was semi erected ) and after a while i realized what i was doing and stopped and tried to sleep an after i slept i had a dream about watching porn and i'm rubbing my self when, i waked up i was still so sleepy (semiconscious) i was rubbing myself (especially because in my dream i was playing my self) and when i get back to my full conscious i stopped and now i'm afraid about this was a relapse . and i decided no matter what i'll recall about porn i won't let myself do this again
my questions are:
is this a relapse ?
when i will feel with changes in my memory i'm in the 55th day and i don't feel much better either in my mood and my memory ?
in last period i had a lot of dreams about watching porn or playing myself and i wake up in fear but then i realize these were dreams, will it affect on my progress and what should i do ?
thanks in advance if i could't replay because i have some problems with the internet connection