seriously, i need your help

hi guys
today is 55th day , and yesterday i watched something talked about sex between 3 men and one women with some pictures (it was not sexual or even has nudity form any type ),so i remembered porn and i felt with desire to watch it but i didn't watch but when i went to bed i found myself fantasize and play with myself but( not to the extent that makes me want to ejaculate or even has a very strong erection ,i was semi erected ) and after a while i realized what i was doing and stopped and tried to sleep an after i slept i had a dream about watching porn and i'm rubbing my self when, i waked up i was still so sleepy (semiconscious) i was rubbing myself (especially because in my dream i was playing my self) and when i get back to my full conscious i stopped and now i'm afraid about this was a relapse . and i decided no matter what i'll recall about porn i won't let myself do this again

my questions are:
is this a relapse ?
when i will feel with changes in my memory i'm in the 55th day and i don't feel much better either in my mood and my memory ?
in last period i had a lot of dreams about watching porn or playing myself and i wake up in fear but then i realize these were dreams, will it affect on my progress and what should i do ?

thanks in advance if i could't replay because i have some problems with the internet connection

 

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first thank you bro
actually, i think it's not relapse too ,but i don't know what's problem with me
in addition to the neural pathway is trying to get back to its previous state not back to this state as you said ,they will back to this state if you respond to these feelings and relapse, the neural pathway will back to its previous state

i'm sorry for annoying you brother ,but seriously i don't know what's my problem these days i feel a lot of OCD attack
thanks for interacting with my post it helped me a lot

 

Thanks