When i was in Hight school, i met the most beautiful girl in the world. I crushed on her on spot. i approached her but she rejected me. And for a few years, it was such a dream to go out with her. Not have sex with her, just spend some time with her. 4 years into college, and this happened surprisingly. But by that point, i had already began fapping, got into nofap and my libido was crazy. Obviously I wanted more than just a date but i didnt get that. And the more time I spend as a virig, the more sex focused i become. I avoid speaking to women because i know they wont fuck me. Thats all i want from a girl right now. I dont want stupid convos, or patronizing or discussing about anime. I want to get laid dammit!