sex drive finally returning , ED fading on day 62 (16 yo )

Discussion in 'Porn-Induced Sexual Dysfunctions' started by _most.high_, Jun 26, 2020.

  1. _most.high_

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    i dont want to jinx it, i really dont but i think my libido is returning and im able to get hard 90% of the time just to touch, even if its accidental i get aroused ... it would be really nice to have someone to rewire with now, but where im from nowhere has reopened as yet due to quarantine, but im beginning to feel a need to be intimate with women... i think
    its really early into my reboot just 2 months but i think i could possibly have sex now,i still think i have a long path ahead, but progress undeniable

    i hope posting this doesnt jinx it, i just wanted to update you guys or maybe give inspiration.




    ill get more into detail on day 90

    dont get it wrong, im young, but i started on that ultra 4k super extreme porn, erections were weak each jerk off session, i escalated into the worse of the worse, i couldnt remember the last time having morning erections until i started rebooting, i was fucking weird, always isolated, had no drive whatsoever to approach girls, i just went with girls that liked me for benefits, even tho i didnt get any of that because of pied, the first time i had pied was at 15 and my guy thats pretty depressing. ill give myself 9-15 months to be fully recovered honestly.

    but my oh my seeing my libido return, with frequent morning wood and my dick being supersensitive to touch again after no libido is amazing.

    i know how hopeless it seems having pied, but its not normal to have ed at the ages of most guys on here, humans are sexual beings, we have as much a need for sex as we do for food, if you starve yourself of the garbage youve been feeding your sex life with, youll be hungry for the real thing, its not your dick thats messed up, its your brain.

    im not ending at nofap im moving on to better things and being the most productive i can be , best of luck on your journey

    UPDATES FROM ME IN THE CHAT
     
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  2. types

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    This is a motivating post. I'm almost at 30 and I'm noticing a couple things here and there that are good signs :). I can't wait until I get further, by now I know for sure I won't be relapsing any time soon because of the benefits I'm seeing, and reading about other people's experiences helps as well.
     
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  3. _most.high_

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    ive seen too much progress to relapse to bad habits, and congrats on reaching a month mane
     
  4. Ornstein

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    Very inspiring! And also admirable that you’ve found this site so early, I’m 18 and just think how far ahead of our peers we’ll be when we have all the benefits nofap brings :)
     
  5. _most.high_

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    the only reason i found it was because of pied, but the amount of other problems ive fixed- anxiety, depression, isolation etc. are truly amazing
     
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  6. ewerson18

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    Hey man, you are doing progress, keep going!
     
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  7. Nate1995

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    very inspiring
     
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  8. _most.high_

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    UPDATE
    hey guys, me again

    i dont like posting often as i dont want to share irrelevant information but heres an update for the past week
    my libido was really high on the day i originally posted the thread but as of now its lower (about 5 or 6 days later ) its not gone, but it just needs to be activated, like being with a woman would turn me on where as a week ago i was just pure horny. erection quaity keeps increasing, morning wood is almost consistent, and im just healing as an incredibly fast rate, much faster than i was expecting but im still prepared for a long and very hard journey (no pun intended) im always aware of what im doing so i never even come close to a relapse. im prepared to be recovered within atleast 9 months but honestly it looks like its going to be more like 4. last night however i couldnt sleep at all and was just wired all night, that was weird. anyways even while being somewhat confident, im patiently awaiting a depressive spiral as you all know rebooting is non linear, you cant relapse if youre prepared for bad days.


    stay on your purpose kings
     
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  9. Sobretension

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    Hi man. Go and rewire with a real partner if you can. That 4 month recovery time is true for some people, but I've read about people our age who recoverec in just 3 months, or even less. It will be up to you to see what works
     
  10. _most.high_

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    lockdown restrictions are kind of strict in south america but im bored in the house anyways, might as well call a few chicks up, ill try tho
    congrats on 16 days g
     
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  11. Sobretension

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    Thanks. Congratulations on your progress so far. You got this
     
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  12. Derekale

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    Good shit I respect you, I’m 19 and today is day 184 for me and I started nofap because of PIED, and I have no idea if I still have it as I haven’t tried in months, but being prepared for a depressive state is definitely important, I’m actually fucked mentally because of this and my situation so much that I don’t want to be here anymore, I’ve been staying strong and trying to keep my head up I’m trying to focus on my purpose more. I want and need to put all my energy towards myself. Having a significant other only made this worse for me, now I’m just confused, alone, sad and heartbroken. The worst part about all of this is that people actually think I’m happy and I refuse to talk to anyone about my feelings or what I’m going through. I’m not trying to scare you this is just how my journey has been and you should be prepared in case it happens to you, I wish you the best of luck.
     
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  13. _most.high_

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    it do be like that sometimes man, but what youre feeling is temporary, dont do anything youll regret, there were times ive been in the lowest of the low and no one knew, why would i tell them anyway? what could they have done , i just had to thug it out . im prepared for that tho, im just riding this high till the depression hits. in the mean time keep your head up man, work on bettering yourself, and when youre finally comfortable , go with a girl . you wont know if the ed's gone unless you try. i hope you get a taste of happiness soon, dont let depression define you
     
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  14. Might_Stag_Beetle

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    Your only 19 bro. 19!! You will recover. I'm 34 and I'm on day 100. I wish I had started at 19. Stay on this path and you will fully recover. Just never watch porn or masturbate again.
     
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  15. Derekale

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    I don’t plan on watching it again, it’s ruined my life with so many opportunities and things that could be. Porn is the core of why I’m not happy now.
     

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