So i was thinking about this a lot today. I'm not doing Hard mode because I am married. But I'm trying to abstain from PM. I've been addicted to porn since I was a child, and struggled with it on and off through the years. When I met my current husband, it was around the time I had stopped PMO once again. I was able to O almost every time we were intimate. The past couple years I sadly have gone back to PMO. Over these last few years I watched my sexual response to real life situations decrease to about nothing. I had a 98 day streak a few months back and that was the closest thing I got to O without P. I at least felt close. The problem is my libido is very high. But I can't O without P. I am about to be on day 7 no P or M. And I don't think I can do Hard mode because my husband shouldn't suffer due to my addiction. But it's really bad. Last time we were intimate I couldn't even get wet. And I felt no arousal, all I felt was pressure. I am attracted to my husband and he does a good job, but my body won't respond. Do you guys think I need to do Hard mode? Even just for a month?