What's up everyone, I'm starting this thread to discuss some of the things that have been holding me back, and been a roadblock on my way to living a PMO free life. After some thinking, and self evaluation, I've come to the realization that I have a deeper underlying issue besides porn, and for me that happens to be an addiction to sexting and somewhat of an addiction to finding sex, and getting off with random girls... I've honestly been able to do pretty well with not looking at porn, but I'm noticing that the longer I try and abstain from PMO all together, the harder I try at seeking out sexual attention from women. I've become obsessed somewhat, with pictures and videos being sent back and forth, and am really having a hard time stepping away from the excitement and tension it builds. My brain loves it, BUT I DONT. The thing is guys, I really want to be free of Porn and Masturbation for good, and I want to abstain from orgasms for the mean time, until I can live a normal sex life... but I am constantly seeking out girls to sext with, ultimately in the sorry and pitiful effort to meet up and have sex. I've come to realize, it's no better than PMO, its almost the same, and the reason I think Im addicted to it is because it's more personal, and directed towards me only. Its stopping me from becoming free from PMO, and it needs to go. Now. My standards and morals are becoming so low they hardly exist, I'm starting just to want to have sex with any decent looking girl, and it's got to come to an end. I just want to be happy by myself for a while. If you guys could offer any advice or feedback, I'd really appreciate it.