Hey guys, I've heard of NoFap for a while and well, do not hear good things about it due to the subreddit however on the actual focus of the subject, I understand the message behind it and think that it is a good way to give ones self a break or lessen one's usage or even trying to get rid of an addiction entirely, however I don't believe complete abstinence is a healthy thing or believe abstinence "for life" is healthy at all. I come here asking for some insight/advice/help on a specific situation that I had/have whenever I consume porn, I potentially may or may not quit since really it's up to the individual to decide at the end of the day. I find myself fantasizing about penises/gay sex whenever I consume pornography. However, I don't consume gay porn and to be really honest, I find gay porn to be revolting/a huge turn off. The idea is always in my head and never goes beyond that however I find myself feeling like I should reach out and try despite not actually feeling any sexual attraction at all, the problem is I find penises really unappealing (i also find some vagina's very unappealing) and almost could imagine myself vomiting in the presence of another penis in a scenario where it's just me and the penis. Did/does anyone else experience this? Whenever I give myself a break from watching porn, usually a week, sometimes two (I usually do this like once a month) the thoughts would disappear. I feel no physical or romantic attraction to men at all and I'm not saying all of this because it's wrong, it's because I can't understand whether it's actually apart of me (aka being bisexual but not being able to process/understand it properly) or if it's a result of porn escalation (even though I never went beyond vanilla content/watched anything extreme). Any sort of insight as to what I could be dealing with?