I'm a 16 year old girl who's been dealing with PMO for about 5 years now. I grew up in a Christian household. My church, and all of my family are against gay marriage. My parents even go out of their way to poke fun at gays. My first view of porn was of a girl. I could never use anything but porn involving girls. That gradually turned into me watching lesbian porn. The male parts just disgusted me. I would quickly turn off the computer or phone if I saw male parts. So, at a very young age I identified myself as a lesbian. Once I hit puberty, though, that all changed. I went from watching strictly female porn to strictly guy porn. Once I started recieving attention from guys my own age, that boosted my viewing. Now, here I am. 16 years old and thoroughly confused. I mainly see guys as something to play. No relationship ever goes far because I see men as tools. Women, on the other hand, I don't look at as often, but when I do I'm smitten. I hear wedding bells and I doodle their last name onto mine. Does this make me bi? Even though I can never see myself in a relationship with a guy? Only for sex? And of course this all boils back down to my upbringing. Gay marriage has been legalized and my parents practically shit themselves. I have openly gay friends, whom I can never bring home because my parents aren't shy to ridicule, even in public. Thoughts?