So i'm still trying to break the habit, and i have relapsed multiple times. But i feel like i am having more trouble with guilt and shame rather than trying to not relapse. Just thinking about fapping to all that disgusting porn that i did makes me horrified. Every time i feel somewhat good, i think of my porn addiction and all the shit that comes with it. Can someone give me some advice on how to deal with shame/guilt. On top of that i feel like i can't even stand next to a girl or even talk to a girl at places like school because of all the shame. I am only 15 years old and thank god that i am trying to break out of the habit early unlike others who only just figure out that it is a problem twenty years onward. So please give me some advice.