Okay so this October 30th (2019), I ended my 47 day no PMO streak. I'm still truggling to fight the addiction, and that has been the longest I've been without it in 5 years. That's crazy. Even though I've fapped many times since then, I still have a lot of benefits due to my average nofap days/fapping days ratio increasing. Benefits: More focus More confident More energy Sometimes, voice is deeper attraction from girls, has increased that last one is what I want to talk about, well I've always been secretly very charming and a smooth talker, with women especially. But porn took it away, and took it away hard (been PMOing since I was 15 years old, to now 23 years old). This November however, I saw this beautiful blonde girl and was talking to her, she kept looking down at my chest, and lower, trying to keep her gaze at my eyes. I knew she was attracted to me due to this alone. So I came back later and we were talking about obstacle courses, (she works at a gym that I go to for training), I was like "oh yeah we should go together sometime" She gives me a creepy smile, and goes like "maybe". And at that point, I tell her to give me her number, she goes like "okay" and pulls out her phone like she was possessed by the way I asked her. And so there you have it, I had her number. I've only done something like this a few times before in my life, and they were all times I didn't fap. Well here's to never fapping again.