Hey guys I've been doing the nofap challenge for about 7-9 months now and I feel that its getting worse. I've almost reached 50days in the past, and on average going a month at a time, then down to 2 wks and now a day at a time like a full junkie I was back when I started. I truly felt this "super-power" stuff people have been talking about when I started and now I feel like all of that was just a mind game. I don't neccesarily feel awkward or bad when talking to girls, I don't hate myself, but I do have trouble finding mates and it's mostly because of financial reason rather than my low-self esteem due to PMO. I'm not deranged, PMO is destructive and I know I'm addicted. But right now I seriously can't even imagine myself being "free" of PMO I don't get it man. I don't even know what to feel about it.