At this time, I am at a low point. I feel depressed and beaten. I feel like taking all accountability and filters away. He still has ED after no PM’ing(he says) for 9 months now!! I feel crushed and want to give up completely. Might as well speed up fate—if it’s gonna happen I’d rather not waste more time. I would love to hear from others. Side note: Would pills help or make things worse?