I've been back and forth on nofap for close to 5 years now. Its been a constant struggle, my longest streak has been 23 days. I broke up with my GF of 3 years about 3 years ago. Since then ive isolated myself which has only made it harder to fight the addiction, and have managed streaks of 1 to 2 weeks days before relapsing. Its been a nightmare and my confidence is at an all time low. Fast foward 3 months ago I meet a cute Dominican woman who knew of me through a mutual friend. We both work in the same demanding feild, we share alot in common. I really like spending time with her. She smells good and I love the way she looks at me, it turns me on so much. She is amazing and I'm 100% attracted to her. However my PIED is severe, I told her I needed some time to heal before I have sex but I told her it was for spiritual reasons. she is a busy person and also just left a tough relationship, she understood and agreed that we should take it slow. However I know she wants to be fucked and it kills me that I cant fuck her the way I want to. The other I freaked out on her because I thought she was ghosting me. Turns out she was going through so serious family sturggles. We talked it out and she said she cant be in a relationship with me because she is going back to law school. She also told me. That "you don't know what you want" she was crying but I wasnt sure if it was because she had a rough week or if it was because of me. I know she is scared because she thinks I'm not into her. I want to tell her about my struggle and that I want to be with her and that if she is willing to be patient with me, that she can help me heal so I can fuck her the way she deserves. Do you think its worth a try? Have any of you ever shared that information with a potential girlfriend? If so how did it go?